Showing posts with label Ash Wednesday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ash Wednesday. Show all posts

Monday, February 27, 2012

Ashes to Go

When I first heard about "Ashes to Go" (going out into the streets and other public venues to impose ashes on passers-by) a couple of years ago, I was skeptical. It sounded gimmicky. I wondered about uprooting the practice from the ecology of liturgy and community. I am pretty Christocentric (see here) and ecclesiocentric (see here). Would Ashes to Go play into the tendency to reduce the particularity of Christian faith and practice to a generic spirituality?

In spite of these reservations, upon reflection, I decided to try it last week at a local train station. Why?

1. The imposition of ashes is not a sacrament. I would not do “Eucharist to Go” or “Baptism to Go” (I have written elsewhere about preserving the significance of these sacraments - here). And if you want “Marriage to Go”, you’ll have to go to Las Vegas. With rare exceptions, I only do weddings for members of our congregation. But, the imposition of ashes, rich though the practice is in symbolism, is of a different order. It is an aid to our piety, not a means of grace. This is not about our stewardship of the mysteries. (Note that, according to the Prayer Book, Eucharist is not an essential part of the Ash Wednesday liturgy)

2. In an increasingly secular, unchurched society, we need to find ways to reach beyond the walls of our buildings and find ways to make ourselves visible and available to the needs of those who, for whatever reason, are unlikely to come to us. Obviously, Ashes to Go is not the only way we can do that. But it is a way.

3. The imposition of ashes just might be the ideal practice to bring into the public. The provocative refrain, “Remember that you are dust and to dust you shall return” reminds us that all humans are made of the same stuff and we all share the same earthly fate. Ashes to Go is a way to connect the practice of the church to our common humanity and our common fragility, fallibility, and failure.

Of course, Ash Wednesday is about more than our mortality. It is also a call to examination and penance. For sure, Ashes to Go does not explicitly express the fullness of all that. But, it does invite those who might not otherwise do so to contemplate their own dustness, their own need, and wet their appetite for the mercy of God. It reminds them that their time is short. At the very least it invites those who receive the ashes to contemplate the state of the life they are living on the way to their return to dust. I see Ashes to Go as a sort of “pre-evangelism”.

We also handed out brochures that explained who we were and why we were offering the ashes and who we believe is God’s Mercy spoken into our fragility, fallibility, and failure by taking on our dust to save us and transform us into more than dust. One person came back, near tears, and thanked us for the words of the brochure.

So, how did it go?

One of our lay members and I set ourselves up (we had a sign announcing Ashes to Go and who we were) at the train station at about 6:00 AM and stayed until a little after 8:00 AM. Clearly for some we were a curiosity. Some stopped and asked us questions. Between 30 and 40 availed themselves of the ashes. Some who did not still thanked us for being there. One woman asked for a blessing after she received her ashes.

Who received ashes?

1. Christians who are members of churches but were not going to be able to make it to their church’s Ash Wednesday services. One woman said she did plan to go in the evening, but appreciated having the ashes in the morning "as a witness." These folk can be expected to have as "thick" an understanding of the ashes as those who made it to our morning or evening liturgies. Why not offer ashes to such as these as an aid to their beginning a holy Lent?

2. Christians who, for whatever reason, are not currently engaged in a congregation. Some of these were probably lapsed or nominal Christians. These also might be expected to have a relatively informed understanding of the import of the ashes. Why not take the ashes to them pray that the Holy Spirit uses the ashes to rekindle a desire to return to church? Others of these were likely representatives of the ecclesial walking wounded who have been burned by church. Again, these might be expected to know the ashes represent a call to examination and penance. Why not bring the ashes to them and pray that the Holy Spirit uses that as a bridge toward healing?

3. Non-Christians? Though I doubt many of those who came to receive ashes were non-believers, being there at least made them wonder what we were about. And, as I suggest above, even for them, whether they received the ashes or just looked on; hearing "Remember that you are dust and to dust you shall return" invited them to do a little soul-searching. Why not offer the ashes and pray the Holy Spirit to use that to prompt their spirit? Again, pre-evangelism.

All in all, I did not get a sense that anyone was receiving the ashes trivially. No doubt the ideal place to receive ashes is with the gathered community in the full liturgy of Ash Wednesday with the scripture read and expounded, the invitation to a holy Lent, the Litany of Penitence, etc. The fullness of its meaning is best communicated there. Still, given that many will not or will be unable to attend, I am persuaded that it is meet and right to offer folk the opportunity to remember their need and to wet their appetite for more.

And we had a couple of visitors at St. Barnabas on Sunday as a result.

I could be wrong. My reasons for doing so may be inadequate. Some who I respect and with whom I usually agree have raised concerns (see here and here and here). Others have dismissed the idea altogether. On the other hand there is this more appreciative response from one who finds herself ecclessially homeless (see here).

What do you think?

Monday, February 20, 2012

I’m Converted, But I’m Not Converted That Far

An Ash Wednesday sermon:

Joel 2:1-2,12-17; Psalm 51:1-17;
2 Corinthians 5:20b-6:10; Matthew 6:1-6, 16-21

E. Stanley Jones was a missionary in India. While there, he established a Christian Ashram. An Ashram is a sort of spiritual community and retreat center. Jones recounted this story:
In the Ashram, we gave the servants, including the sweeper, a holiday one day each week, and we volunteered to do their jobs for them. The sweeper’s work included the cleaning of the latrines before the days of flush toilets. No one would touch that job but an outcaste, but we volunteered.

One day I said to a Brahmin convert who was hesitating to volunteer: ‘Brother, when are you going to volunteer?’ He shook his head slowly and said: ‘Brother Stanley, I’m converted, but I’m not converted that far.’
Devotional Classics, Selected Readings for Individuals & Groups, Richard Foster and James Byyan Smith, ed., p. 303-304

“I’m converted, but I’m not converted that far.”

You’ve got to appreciate the honesty. Here we are again - Ash Wednesday, the beginning of Lent. This is the time in the spiritual rhythm of the church year when we take an honest look at the state of our faith, thestate of our souls, and ask ourselves, How far am I converted? Is my conversion limited? What limits it? What holds me back from loving God with my whole heart, mind and strength? From loving my neighbor as myself? Do I live each day shaped by the knowledge that God’s kingdom has broken into the world and into my life; God’s kingdom of love, truth and joy; justice, freedom and peace? I’m converted, but I’m not converted that far.

Where am I storing my treasure? Am I caught up in the madness of accumulating more and more or am I learning to let go, learning to give more and more? I’m converted, but I’m not converted that far.

Am I dying to self so I can enter more fully into the joy of God and live for others? Do I see every person I meet, every encounter, as a gift? I’m converted, but I’m not converted that far.

Do I receive each day with expectancy? Have I made peace? Is there forgiveness I have yet to give? I’m converted, but I’m not converted that far.

In the reading from 2 Corinthians, we are told that, for our sake, God made Jesus to be sin - he who knew no sin. Jesus took on our humanity and, in so doing, took on the end result of human sindisconnectedness, brokenness, suffering, and death. He defeated Sin and Death and everything
in-between. Now, by the power of his victory, in him we can become the righteousness of God.

To be the righteousness of God means to live according to our original purpose - right with God, right with one another, to be free to live in the direction of our truest joy. This is the Gospel. This is the Gift (which is what grace means in the passage). But, we are free to live into that gift or to not live into it. We can receive it in vain - to no effect. I’m converted, but I’m not converted that far.

Paul encourages us - entreats us - to be converted farther, to become the righteousness of God. Now is the acceptable time; now is the day of salvation. The gift is free, but the full experience of it depends on openness and preparedness.

Here are some ideas that can further our conversion and help us to enter more fully into God’s purpose for us:

1. Pray – Set aside 20 - 30 minutes a day during Lent for prayer. Sit quietly with God. Rest in the gift of God's love and pray for wisdom to love those you will engage each day.

2. Meditate - Sit quietly and meditate on the Beatitudes (Matthew 5:1-12). What might it mean in your life to become more poor in spirit, meek, merciful, pure in heart, etc.? (Here is something on the Beatitudes for congregations that might also be helpful for individuals.)

3. Read the Bible – Read through the Psalms or the Gospel of Mark this Lent.

4. Find someone you can talk to about what you are learning in prayer and scripture.

5. Act on what you know – serve others, love with abandon, seek the welfare of the least of those around you. Develop a specific “action plan” for serving others during Lent.

6. Reconcile. Seek reconciliation with a person who you need to forgive or from whom you need to ask forgiveness. Or reach out to a person from whom you have grown distant.

During Lent, let us never forget that the gift of God’s grace is free. But let us look carefully at where we have fallen short, and at what hinders us from receiving more of the gift and from living it more with those around us.

We will be reminded again, in a few minutes, that life is short and that we are not our own. “Remember that you are dust and to dust you shall return.” One life to live, will soon be past, only what’s done for Christ will last.

I am converted, but not converted that far.

Now is the acceptable time; now is the day of salvation.

Friday, March 4, 2011

The Fierce, Relentless Love of the Divine She-Bear (Ash Wednesday)

“We entreat you on behalf of Christ, be reconciled to God . . . Now is the acceptable time; now is the day of salvation!”
- 2 Corinthians 5:20b-6:10

If you’ve ever watched The Wild Kingdom or Animal Planet or some equivalent you know that you never want to get between a she-bear and her cub. The she-bear loves the cub. The she-bear desires for the cub to grow to maturity. The she-bear will protect the cub.

In dealing with our sin, the God we know through Jesus Christ is like a she-bear dealing with whatever comes between her and her cub. God, like that she-bear, loves each of us, desires our good and opposes anything that comes between us and him.

The hard part is that very often what comes between us and God is ourselves, or at least ways of being to which we have grown almost inextricably attached. We can expect that when the Great She-bear comes after that which is between her and the cub, that part of us that is between our true selves and God might be uncomfortable.

God’s judgment and God’s fierce love are really two sides of the same coin. God is passionately and relentlessly committed to us. And God is passionately – to the point of anger – opposed to all that comes between him and us. That is judgment.

We say in the Creed that Jesus Christ will come again to judge the living and the dead. Jesus comes into the world asking hard questions of what life is about. Where are we headed? To whom or to what are we loyal? How do we treat one another? Do we seek the good of the other, or do we seek to use the other towards whatever good we think is ours? Our answers to those questions matter. We will be judged.

But, we also know that the one who will judge has also come as reconciler. Are the two contradictory? I don’t think so. Because we know Jesus as reconciler, we know something of what it means for him to be judge. We know that Jesus knows us better than we even know ourselves. The one who entered fully into the reality of human life knows each of our lives more deeply than we can hope to know ourselves. And, therefore, when he judges he takes into account all factors, all contingencies. We also know that the one who is the judge is passionately and relentlessly committed to us. Jesus, our reconciler, is on our side. His judgments are in that context.

But if he’s passionately and relentlessly committed to us, he is also, like a she-bear, passionately and relentlessly opposed to all that comes between us and the life he calls us to with his Father. That, of course, is what we call sin – anything that comes between us and God. That is where anger and judgment come in. Love that knows no anger is not real love. If you love someone and they are being hurt, you cannot be dispassionate. If God is dispassionate, or merely sad, when parents abuse their children, or when we abuse one another, or when the poor are oppressed, his love doesn’t mean much. God’s love means that he is fiercely opposed to and angered by those things that separate us from his love and from all others who he loves. He promises to deal with what separates us. Jesus will come again to judge.

The question in Lent is, “Are we going to let Jesus – reconciler and judge – have his way with us or are we going to try to have our way with him?” Jesus will come again to judge. I entreat you on behalf of Christ, be reconciled to God. Now is the acceptable time; now is the day of salvation! During this season of Lent, especially tonight on Ash Wednesday when we are reminded that our time is short and we don’t know how short it is, let us commit ourselves anew to offering up to God whatever it is in us that comes between us and him. Let us avail ourselves to the fierce, relentless love of the Divine She-bear.